http://www.makepovertyhistory.org your. SMILE(:
Sunday, April 30, 2006
the future sister magazines of singapore -
afterloop and freeloop.

&checkitout.
- the hott thing today
.wayyyy hot__

okay im suppose to blog abt joseph ng.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEWEE! LALA.
and blahblahblah. official 14 boy. all the good wishes to you.
aint you honoured? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JODIE FOO!!
my beloved sitting partner.
you are 14 and one day older already.
be wiser x)

its a new life, a new start. a new to everything.
i guess its better for them like this.

Saturday, April 29, 2006
APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

its quite true actually.
but some are not lah.
esp the boy/girl crazy thing.
im only zhiyang crazy (:

Friday, April 28, 2006
yesyes.
i knw im doing some boliao quiz thang.
but i need to get my mind off a lot of things.
SO. thts why (:

i think 心动心痛's uber nice xP

1. what kind of first impression do you think people will say when they first see you?
~ im nice? HAHA. its true what x)

2. what's one thing you like to do alone?
~ my DISC states that one of my greatest fear is being alone.

3. what is your favorite line to say when you're drinking?
~ o.0

4. how many drinks do u need for a day?
~ er when i need i drink lo.

5. what song are you listening right now?
~ superwoman (:

6. what kind of books do you like to read?
~ just those which cathces my attention i guess

7. do you think you're cute?
~ HAHA YES MAN I SO DO THINK THAT WAY.

8. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends?
~ not rly. the most i did was changing my shirt in class behind some filthy cloth.

9. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
~ papaya. ironic huh?

10. describe your bed?
~ comfortable (:

11. spontaneous or planned?
~ BOTH! :D

12. do you know how to play poker?
~ poker? wht poker you talking about :/

13. what do you carry with you at all times?
~ my mobile. my watch.

14. what do you miss most about being a kid?
~ the innocence.

15. are you happy with your given name?
~ OF COURSE.

16. what color is your bedroom?
~ er. many many colours.

17. have you ever fallen in love?
~ fallen in LOVE. im not sure :x

18. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
~ yep. but smtimes i dont.

19. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
~ yes. hahah. ego me.

20. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
~ my girlfrnds.

21.who do u like to meet most?
~ hmm.

22. what is your ideal wedding location?
~ church? IM 14 ONLY.

23. what instrument you wish you could play?
~ DRUMS.DRUMS.DRUMS. piano's not bad but too common.

24. whats one language that you really want to learn?
~ malay n jap. GAH.

25. have you ever pierced your body parts?
~ i wonder why my ears aint pierced. GRAWR.

26. do you have any tattoos?
~ EW!

27. what's one trait you hate in a person?
~ smone who lies. and despo flirty ones. they actly linked you see. when you are despo, you flirt so you will lie to get into the gd books of smone. GRINS!

.28. do you consider yourself materialistic?
~ HURHUR. NEVER.

29. what do you cook best?
~ ANYTHING THTS NOT TOO DIFFICULT. YAY!

30.favorite person/s to talk with on the phone?
~ :p

1. Ur birthday?- 22.04 92
2. ppl have same birthday as you?- my godma? (:
3. Would u rather play or watch football?- WATCH. but i want to play also though i dont knw how >< bleah.
4. What sport would u say you're good at?- SWIMMING. hahah, okok only lah. netball?
5. What was ur worst nightmare?- i got a lot of weird scary and senseless ones. i cant rmb :/
6. Apples or oranges?- ORANGES PLEASE
7. Grapes or watermelon?- er. depends bah.
8. wolves or tigers?- tigers.
9. What kind of music do u listen to?- chinese!
10.have u ever written poetry / poem?- eh for hmwork i guess.
11. Do u remember birthdays?- yepyep!
12. do u know what time u were born?- YES 19.58pm HOHOHO.
13. Do u have a birth mark? where?- er. i dont knw leh :x
14. Are you a sweet person?- of course. and i love ppl who do sweet stuff to me toooooo!
15. What were u doing b4 u started filling this in?- i dunno. hahaha.
16. What were you doing yesterday?- trying to figure out wht exactly went wrong and reading this gay blog. quite nice actaully =D LOL!
17. What about today?- er. wht am i supose to say? I DIDNT GET TO RUN ARND S.POLY! gah.
18. What is ur favourite gun?- toygun :p
19. Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?- nice vanilla ones. not those with the thick thick milk taste. ew.
20. What is de first thing u notice on sum1(oppsex)?- the face? o.0
21. What's ur fav smell?- wo bu zhi dao leh.
22. Fave songs that u hear often?- zhang hui mei. cuz they are sadistic. HAH! no lah. cuz the lyrics are like cool?
23. What r u thinkin about right now?- im trying to think of how not to think xP
24. What is ur fav disney movie of all time?- cinderella?
25. What color r ur eyes?- brownish black.
26. Who was ur first crush?- asdfgl.
27. What kind of hair do u like on the opp sex?- i dont mind (: it doenst have to be spikey. actually i wont like smone with spikey hair. dnt know why leh. asdfgl dont have spikey hair too.
28. Who out of ur frens (same sex) have u known the longest?- hmmm.teran i guess.
29. Sunrise or sunset?- i'll go with sunrise.
30. wat happened tis few days?- too many.
31. Movies?- eh? :/
32. Where can u c urself goin for ur honeymoon?- the garbage dump.
33. Can u play an instrument?- yes. the recorder. HAHAH
34. Fav storybook?- tht was comics melwee =.- eh enid blyton. HAHA.
35. Do u like poetry?- depends (:

Thursday, April 27, 2006
i promise to give you time.
i promise.

im sorry.

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人都像我一样笨

只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真

太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子


放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

街道静的刺耳
夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前
先上车不会不舍
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯

我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心

不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛


我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记

我不懂得取舍
才让心痛堆着

找得到前些年
的快乐只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
4 YEARS AGO

How old were you?: 10.

Where did you go to school?: RMPS

Where did you work?: dont work.

Where did you live?: somewhere in singapore.

How was your hair style?: yuckyuck.

Did you wear braces?: IWANTIWANT!

Did you wear glasses?: yep.

Who was your best friend?: during p4? i couldnt rmb.

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: nah.

Who was your celebrity crush?: hahi dont crush on celebrity =.-

Who was your school crush?: nobody.

How many tattoos did you have?: none.

how many piercings did you have?: i dont have.

What was your favorite band?: Westlife but i hardly listen to music then anyw.

What was your worst fear?: dark and the made belive ghosts.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nah.

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: nah.

Had you driven yet?: no.

Had you been to a real party yet?: you mean parties can be fake?

Had your heart been broken?: nah. hearts dont break that easily at that stage.

LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!! ----------

How old are you?: 14

What grade are you in?: sec two.

Where do you go to school?: nygh.

Where do you live?: same place.

Where do you hang out?: no where.

How is your hair style? much better.

Do you have braces? i stil want it.

Do you wear glasses?: yeah.

Who is your celebrity crush/s? :x

Who is your regular-person crush?: GAH.

How many tattoos do you have? nope.

How many piercings do you have?: i want ear piercings.

What is your favorite band/artist?: too many to name.

What is your biggest fear?: the dark and creepy crawlies.

Do you work: nah.

Who is your best friend?: rachel ong.

Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: im guai lah can.

Have you gotten drunk or high yet? high yes. but not through drinking.

Have you been to a real party?: :/

Has your heart been broken? yes. but its by my very close frnds.

how contradicting.

Monday, April 24, 2006
and so zhiyang came to school today.

started out as a bright day.
full of smiles.
or so i thought.

this wasnt what i thought it would be.
you were, both of you were lying to me.
how cld you all do this to me?
when you were crying, and was in a midst of a complicated frndship problem,
WHO WAS THERE BESIDE YOU AND HELPED YOU?
and im not trying to credit myself okay.


i hate myself.
i hate the world.
dont cock arnd saying all the crap about how NOT easy about some stuff (i dno wth is it) when you dont even want to tell me wtf is wrong.

it just keeps raining.

Saturday, April 22, 2006
hahaha.
funny roy.
hes like counting down for my bday.
like

roy:
QUICK! WISH FOR YOUR BDAY! ITS GONNA BE OVER SOON.
15 MORE MINS!
NO! 14 ER 13 MORE MINUTES!!

er wish for money and u 30% and i 70%
er wish for food . u take one i take the rest .
er wish for handphone u use 1 dae i use it forever
er wish for a house and i stay
er wish for a toilet i use for 1 dae and u stay inside foreever

spastic (:
talking to him can die of laughter.

TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY (:

okay in chronological order:
(the ppl who wished me happy _______ xP)

CLEON.
HOUSHUN.
HAIYUAN.
CHUINYIN.
CHARLOTTE.
WEIQING.
ELAINE.
MELWEE.
QIYUAN.
TERANJIT.
JINYUAN.
FRANSISCA!
FREDERICK.
ROY.
RENSYN.
MELANIE.
(:

the ones what were the sweetest one were: Chuin yin's and Elaine's
the ones that make me smile were: Cleon, Teranjit and Margaux.
andand! the ones that caught me by surprise were JIN YUAN and FRANSISCA!
its like i dont even rly knw jin yuan xp
and i thought fransisca my nicest angel forgotten :D

Thursday, April 20, 2006
im tired of crying.
i seriously am.

so why wont you tell me what you want?

wtf.
i hate to even think of the smugness thats plastered on your face.
so wht? you think i rly care? GO DREAM abt it you TWIT.
or rather like wht jodie says, TWEEP

i wonder why some ppl just dont even bother to change.
all they do is take MY word as THEIRS.
this world rly needs ppl like you huh?

whatever.

ANYW!
i think yingyan is uber cool lah can
pity's cy not anywhere near me D;

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
the twig person is TANKAIYU. the blur queen lah can. hahah. read on to find out xP

- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
then tmrw no test rite
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
have ah
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
home econs test
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
tcr mentioned it last week
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
huh
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
relly@!!!
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
wadst?

\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
its on the latest handout she gave
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
she say it will be graded
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
the wan on cancer
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
no just everything. the thick thick handout
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
with like heart disease and all
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
huh
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
omg
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
u learning!!
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
?
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
what you mean?
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
u studying?
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
you're not?
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
i dun feel like studying leh

\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
HAHAHA THATS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT NEED TO!
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
but i thought we just do on the research papper then hand in can le

\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOLS
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
RACHEL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
HAHAHAHA
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
TMRW
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
i will KILL YOU

\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
QUICK RAISE THE WHITE FLAG LAH YOU

HAHAH! then the conversation goes on after kaiyu DOES raise the white flag.

\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
you really believed?
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
HAHA
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
duh
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
la
\. 像恋人般的简单甜蜜 ─━★☆ says:
wha im so convincing
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
u sound so serious
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
u go join PAP la
- tWigGy_ sleeping_singing lalala says:
good for u man


i was just randoming away actually (:
I FEEL SMART
then aft that i tried tricking her tht i was in love with her
and tht im a bisexual
at first i thought i got her but she grew smarter,
eventually :p

1. Are you a child of the 70s 80s or 90s?
00s.

2. Where were you born?
singapore o.0

3. If you were born in another country, what age did u move?
er? :/

4. What city did you grow up in?
s'pore.

5. Did you enjoy your childhood?
yah. i hope :l

6. When you were a kid what did you want to be when you grew up?
i wanted to be a singer.then i wanted to be a teacher :D

8. Name the first memorable vacation you took as a kid?
eh. heh.

9. What was your first best friends name?
YUN CHING! i miss her like sai lah. she migrated to australia when she was p2 though x(

10. Are they still your best friends?
if she's still in singapore ><

WHERE IS Q11?!

12. How did you meet them?
st anthony primary sch mate :D

13. Can you name all the schools you ever attended?
er first PAP then st anthony primary which i later transfer to radin mas primary, then nanyang lor.

14. Who was your first crush?
asdfgl (:

15. Were you a shy quiet kid or a very wild androwdy kid?
shyshy then got wild and crazy. i still AM :p

16. When you were little what did you do for fun?
ehehEH, i sing a lot. HEH.

17. Were you closer to your Mom or Dad as a kid?
as a kid it was both.

18. Do you have any embarrassing school stories to share?
they are all too vague lah can.

19. What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying?
i nvr bought any cds before lah can. only one but its for my sister. BOOHOO

20. How old do you want to be when you get married?
depends (: but shld be above 22 lor.

21. How old to have kids?
=.- this is dumb.

22. Were you scared of anything?
im scared of a lot of things!

23. What was your favorite class in school?
as in right now? uh, can i say no favs?

24. Did you buy school lunch or bring your own?
BUY LAH.

25. Broke any bones or had any freaky accidents asa kid?
eh? nah. im one lucky kid. -grins-

26. Were you a meanie head?
im so not mean lor.

28. Did you play house or pretend to be a super hero?
i was mature even when im a kid can (:

29.Random memory from when you were a kid?
GIVE ME THE SWINGS!!

30. Seriously..are you still just a kid at heart?
YESYESYES =D i love being one.

Saturday, April 15, 2006
it sucks.
the tearing and all.
but it wouldn't stop.
and i dont know how to :/

everything's really crumbling
to pieces.

the intrude.

and i dont feel that confident anymore.
wht if,
you were all along playing arnd?
perhaps i was the only one taking this seriously.
i really dont knw.

you dont have to lie you see
its pissing me off.
maybe this wasn't wht we thought it is.

it'll fade away soon

Friday, April 14, 2006
1. Song playing at the moment?
月亮代表谁的心 - 黄智阳!(:
2. One reason for living?
因为有你 :p
3. Do u think you're ok?
definitely better than okay.
4. Ever donated blood?
nah. do i lk like im sick :/
.5. Fav color(s)?
lime green and orange of course! x)
6. Accessories you wear daily?
uh i dno?
7. One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
真实 - 张惠妹
.8. Last place you went to?
bt purmei.
9) Last person u went out with?
HEH! i cant rmb when i last go out. so there.
10. The most exciting sport?
SWIMMING.SWIMMING.SWIMMINGGGG
12. Movie u want 2 watch?
not any at the moment.
13.Any piercings?
nope. but i want to!
14.The most romantic gift?
uh. theres nth romantic abt it.
15. Act on stage before?
since like k2 :s
16. Struck by lightning before?
YES I SO DID =.-
17. Danced with your loved one before?
does dancing at home counts?
18. Ever wished you could turn back time?
yep, pretty much.
19. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from the opposite sex?
wait. who is it in the first place?
20. One song that's meaningful to you?
i cant decide which but its definitely a chinese song xP
21. Last person you met for the first time?
i cant rmb leh :/
22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
i will be mugging. sounds dead cool huh.
23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
haha NO!
24. One thing you totally regret doing/done?
i regretted NOT doing it.
25. Do people like you?
who's people?
26. What was the last game you played on the computer?
HOHO x) i dont play games.
28) Someone who means lot to you at the moment?
______
28. The color of your mobile phone?
white =.-
.29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
er dont think so.
.30. Any tattoos on you?
YUCK. im anti-tattoos hello?

okay so i thought i would try doing this in CHINESE.
but i sort of er attempted but failed.
horribly (:

Thursday, April 13, 2006
SAD SECTION.
Ever really cried your heart out? ah-ber-dan xP
Ever cried yourself to sleep? havehave (:
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? i prefer crying on the table.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? nah.
Do you cry when you get an injury? hardly ever.
Do certain songs make you cry? nope.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? right now, yes.
Do you wish you were happier? mayeb just a little teeny weeny bit more.
Can music make you happy? DEFINITELY!

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heartbroken? never had any :D
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? haha. noooooooo.

HATE SECTION.
Who do you actually hate? blah.
Ever made a hate list? im not mean okay!
you ever been on a hate list? guess not. HOPE not x)
Are you a mean bully? no.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION.
Is your self-esteem extremely low? my frnds knw that im ego enough.
Do you believe in yourself? um. smtimes yeah.
Do you wish you can be someone else? not rly.
What is your current hair color? BLACKBLACKBLACK!
Whats your natural color? natural colour for wht? o.0
What is your eye color? brown.
Current Piercings? i got no piercings :(
Straight Hair or Curl: natural slight curl. LOL!

CURRENTLY WEARING.
What shirt are you wearing? some shirt.
Shorts/pants: shorts.
Necklace(s): ackhem.

THIS OR THAT.
Rock or rap: rock?
Coffee or Hot Cocoa: hot cocoa
Wild Night out or Romantic Night: depends who im hanging out with right? :P
Chocolate or Vanilla: cookiesn'cream PLEASE.
Summer or sports car: summer.
Bracelet or Necklace: bracelets (;
History or Science: science!
Sleep in or Early to rise: sleep right in.
Beach or Boardwalk: beachbeachbeach.
Hoodie or Tee Shirt: tshirt.
Night or Day: im a night activist whattt.
California or Florida: singapore. sounds clinch, haha.
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte: 黄智阳!! =D
Love at first sight or Learn to Love: learn to love.

HAVE YOU EVER.
Hugged someone? are you kidding me?
Been on the phone until the sun came up? i want i want i want!
Put a song on repeat for more than an hour? i'll get bored out.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? =.- DUH NO!
Got in a fight with someone? nah.

THE LAST.
person you talked to in person? my mum?
person you talked to online? joseph.
person you talked to on the phone? ______

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
1. if there are 3 wells (love, beauty & creativity) &
you could only drink from 1, which would it be?
love please.

2. with problems, whom do you run to?
many ppl lo.

3. which finger is your favorite?
none (:

4. what's the most disgusting thing you've ever eaten?
i cant rmb.

5. would you tell a girl/boy you like him/her?
unless he likes me back >< unless =".-">jodiefoo that great LOL.

8. do you like your handwriting?
at times i guess xP

9. who are you jealous of?
_______

10. are you happy?
yep.

11. where were you last kissed?
cheek lah.

12. what do you put on your sandwiches?
i hardly eat sandwiches.

14. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
uh?

15. are you a daredevil?
smtimes lah.

16. where were you last night?
at home.

17. do you drink beer?
NO!

18. who do you think is/are the most adorable animated character[s]?
POKEMON! HAHAHA.

19. do looks matter for you?
hmmm.

20. what color suits your personality?
lime green plusplusPLUS orange.

21. do you pray?
every night.

22. are you trendy?
im not THAT ego yet please.

23. what do you do to prevent anger?
i talk to my frnds.

24. who is your idol?
ZHIYANG ZHIYANG ZHIYANG. I thought that was quite obvious (:

25. what song would suit you right now?
真实- 张惠妹 i dno. random pick :D

26. How many viewed your profile?
95!

27. what was your favorite toy as a child?
i cant rmb leh.

28. what will you do after this?
do my freaking home econs. grrr.

29. what are you waiting for?
to sleep.

30. the last time you were happy?
in school?

Sunday, April 09, 2006
i think pre symtoms of pms suckk.
a lot okay.
whats more, you cant swim during pms!

idiot.
i want to die alrdy can.

01. spell your name without vowels=
rchl (eh, not bad man)

02. what is the date two days after your birthday=
24th apr

03. how many pairs of jeans do you own=
like abt 7-9 pairs?

04. do you wear all of them=
i hate jeans. its so auntish x)

05. what color do you wear most=
depends.

06. least favorite color=
i agree with cy. those striking ones tht hurt your eyes.

07. last song heard on the radio=
i have not listen to the radio for like onetwothreeSEVEN months.

08. what's for dinner tonight=
bu zhi dao.

09. Are you happy with your life right now=
guess so.

10. tell me a secret about one of your siblings=
they wouldnt tell me anyw (:

11. who was the last person that texted you=
haiyuan! =D

12. who did you last call on your cell phone=
eh i cant rly rmb.

14. ps2:=
o.0

15. xbox=
=.-

16. psp=
its ashgafkhdaf lame.

17. sidekick=
nah.

18. ipod=
GIVE IT TO ME!

19. Where do you want to go to school after secondary school?=
HCJC. HOW CAN CY WANTS TO GO ANDERSON JC?!

20. Do you shop at stores like hollister,abercrombie & fitch?=
huh?

21. how much money do u have on you?=
dno leh.

22. last thing you bought over fifty dollars=
i dont spend tht much (:

23. how's the weather?=
how do you say abt the weather during night?

24. When do you start summer break=
june?

25. are you missing someone right now=
YESYESYES! many many, esp ___.

26. what chores do you have around the house=
im too tired to name.

27. finish this sentence. i wish i was with _____:=
><

28. one word to describe you=
SLOW.

29. favorite pair of shoes=
the white white one.

30. Do you own big sunglasses=
EW?

31. Who do u like=
a lot a lot.

32. Why is the first second and third person in your top eight?=
HUH?!

33. What would you rather be doing right now?=
i want to sleep.

34. what should you be doing right now=
revising for my chem.

35. have you kissed your boyfriend / girlfriend lately=
i dont have any.

36. last IM you received=
IM? wht IM?

37. last message you received on myspace=
er?

38. Who did you hug today=
no one. i knw its pathetic x(

39. What are you going to do now=
blog luh.

40. Are you thirsty=
you remind me. i shall go drink smth now.

Friday, April 07, 2006
你到底在湾什么样的把戏
我已经被你搞得团团转
怎么我一点也感觉不到 ___ 呢?

im falling deeper for this.

TWIT.

i like running :D
although i suck at long dist.
still!
running is fun (:

Thursday, April 06, 2006
ohwell.
smthing arent meant for us to control.
but if you rly do want to blame us for it,
then i rly got nothign to say.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
elaine cy and i form the SEA.
gahaha.
we were saying why the show time nvr ask us to go sing.
then chia were saying what maybe next time when we grow up we can form a band called SEA.
HAHAH.

we are THAT ego xP

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
today's been a pretty regular day.
PRETTY (:
and i realised ive been blogging regularly
much to the happiness of elainechiayiling.
i know can.

i love my seat many many :D

it was all so awkward :/

Monday, April 03, 2006
1: What did you eat today?
cant rmb :x

2: If you are given a scholarship, where would you?
where will you wht?

3: And why is that so?
=.-

4: How are you feeling now?
er. neutral?

5: When was the last time you cried?
YESTERDAY NIGHT.

6: Who is in your mind now?
asdfgl! (:

7: Are you a sensitive person?
YES. VERY., SO BE WARY. (it rhymes. LOL.)

8: Do you wanna get married?
hahah. ni shuo ne?

9: Describe the best things in life
MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OF COURSE. MY LAOGONG! =D

10: What will you do after this?
DO MY PROJECT.

11: Where will you be after exam?
at home sleeping.

12: Who is your soul-mate?
CHUINYIN AND ELAINECHIA.

13: Are you happy with your life?
i hope.

14: Ever been heartbroken in high school?
haha. nope.

15: Current fear?
my friends breaking apart.

16: Favourite stuff in ur car?
i got car meh?

17: Who would you like to be like?
who? MYSELF. im not ego.

18: What will you do if someone propose you now?
depends on who is THAT smone x)

19: Where will you be standing in 30 years time?
arnd smwhere i guess. WHAT KIND OF STUPID QN WAS THAT?!

20: When was the last time you said I love you?
JUST ONLY ><

21: Last topic you studied?
MASS DANCE!

22:Latest facial wash you are using?
clean and clear.

23: handphone brand?
nokia smthsmthsmthsmth.

24: Honeymoon ?
im a simple person. dustbin is fine with me.

25: Last place you visited?
dining room lor.

25: Waiting for a miracle to happen?
nope!

26: What are you wearing now?
tee and shorts.

27: Feeling homesick?
nah.

28: Last person you kissed?
mei you ren.

29: Do you believe in God?
definitely (:

30: Song that is playing in your mind?
真实 - 张惠妹

31: favourite subject at college?
?

32: do you hate anyone?
nah.

33: last person you talked to on the phone?
cant rmb.

34: favourite ice cream flavour?
cookiesn'cream

35: last drink you drank?
plain water.

36: say something about yourself
i love singing.

37: say something about the boy you like.
I LOVE YOU! =p

38: something you like to touch?
touch?! o.0 bu zhi dao leh.

today was quite okay.
everybody spent almost the whole day talking abt CSS.
then they were like all expecting me to go feng1 and talk nonstop abt it too. cuz im always the one doing that
but i just went to sleep.
smmore my voice is hurting.
so too tired to go talk abt zhiyang le.

until the lastlast period (:
we were asking the class to dian3 ge1 then the EATS will sing for them
i knw we are nice lor ><

trustea says:
HE QUITE SHUAI ACTUALLY
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
YAY
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
OF COURSE
trustea says:
HE'S CUTE
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
HE IS SHUAI
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
HE IS CUTe
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
HE IS HOT
trustea says:
HAHA
trustea says:
HIS BRACES SO CUTE LA
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
YESYESYES!!!
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
HE IS SUPER CUTE
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
HIS BRACES ARE SO SO SO CUTE LAH
trustea says:
AGREES
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
HE CAN SING SO WELL SOMEMORE
trustea says:
HEHE
trustea says:
U WAN TO JIA GEI TA
trustea says:
HAHA
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
YES
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
I WANT MARRY HIM
trustea says:
OMG
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
WHAT
trustea says:
OH MY GOD
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
OH SI MI GOD LAh
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
I KNW YOU ALSO WANT JIA GEI TA
\. 林中亭 望雨喧 思念沉淀 梦中知己何时归─━★☆ says:
BUT TOO BAD HES MINE

trustea is kaiyun
AMAZING I KNOW.
i didnt knw she would say zhiyang is cute.
this means all but one thing.
HE IS CUTE.
HO!

oh by the way, we ARE talking abt zhiyang.
who else could we be talking abt? :P

tricking margo ith on just the day after april fools was just plain fun.
she got damn pissed with me.
until i said happy balted april fools.
HAHAHA.
ohmygod.
i cant belive she fall for it.
you mean she actually im that kinda person who goes arnd saying such mean stuff mehhhhhh?
this proves that she doesnt knw me well ENOUGH :D

i feel smarter (:

Sunday, April 02, 2006
ANDANDAND!
THE PERFORMANCE WITH XINHUI WAS SOSOSO CUTE!
IT WAS SO CHEEKY.
太过棒了!
HE PERFORMED EVERY SONG TO HIS UTMOST BEST.
WHEN HES NOT VERY WELL.
HOHOHO ><

I THINK HE SANG SUPERWOMAN VERY WELL.
REALLY GOT THE COURAGE TO CHOOSE THAT SONG.
WHOOOHOOO.
IM RELIEVED ALREADY.
NOW THAT I KNW IT WIL BE ZHIYANG'S ALBUM THAT WILL BE COMING OUT IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
IM GONNA MELT IN HIS VOICE.

ROCK IT

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
ZHIYANGZHIYANGZHIYANGZHIYANGZHIYANGZHIYANG
I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM TO THE CORE.
HE WAS SICK AND CAN STILL SING SO WELL.
YOU TELL ME HOW GD AND COOL IS HE?

I WANT TO BE SHI XIN HUI!
SO COOL.
CAN GET HUG BY HIM
I WANT HUG ZHIYANG PLEASE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I MUST BUY HIS NEW ALBUM.
BUT NOT THE ONE WITH THE GRP.
CUZ WILL WASTE MONEY.
I ONLY LIKE ZHIYANG AND ADRIANO BLAH.

ZHIYANG ZHIYANG.
NI ZAI NA LI?
WO AI SI NI LE LA.
KUAI DIAN CHU ZHUAN JI!!
I WANT BUY.
MAYBE I WILL BUY TWO.
IM SO NOT GOIGN CRAZY LOR.

I CRIED A LOT CAN.
SO WORTH IT!
I TOT RENFRED WILL WIN.
PHEW!
LOVE ZHIYANG TO BITS.
HE KNOWS HOW TO ACT, SING, DANCE.
HES MY PERFECT GUY!
SO CUTE AND SHUAI SOMEMORE.

I SCREAMED UNTIL NO VOICE LE LAH.
BUT IM STILL SCREAMING!
NYAHA.
WHO CARES.
JUST ASK CHUINYIN, ELAINE, WEIQING.
I CRIED LIKE SIAO.
KEEP BUGGING EVERYONE TO CALL.
HAHAHA.

ZHIYANGZHIYANG!
YOU'RE MY SWEETHEART.
MY ONE AND ONLY IDOL LE!

Saturday, April 01, 2006
ZHIYANG'S SINGING SUPERWOMAN BY CAO GE!
and i just listened to that song.
its just like its title,
SUPERhard.
i rly hope he cliched the title with this song.

man, i think hes very brave can.
chose such a hard song.
but i believe in him.
HAHAHA.

YAY ZHIYANG JIA YOU.

I GOT TRICKED BY STUPID ELAINECHIA AGAIN.
SHE GOOD MAN SHE.
make use of my feelings.
sobs.

now i feel so dumb x(

!&FEMMINA

!&CONVERSARE

!&MILLE GRAZIE

!&MEMOIRE